Hello tumblr, long time no see you, but this time I’m not drunk!
I always come here to express my feeling to myself, what a piece of trash, it may sound really forever alone, but, as said Renato Russo: ” If you want somebody to trust, trust in yourself. “ that is true and I developed a new theory that says: ” Nobody ever listen to you unless they make part of the conversation.” think about it, if you have a really good friend coming talk to you about some of his issues, you will suport him, but your mind will be thinking about problems of your own, or at least self problems that may be connected to what your friend are saying. Humans are selfish and if you say you aren’t, you are a selfish hypocrite! congratulations even worse than a normal person. Take in fact even this text, as I clarified, this are my problems and feelings, hardly someone will read it because it may be too long, the few that would read is the ones that may find any kind of relations with these words, or right now I’m very famous and it became cool to read my feelings lol ( I don’t like these laughs, it is so… unreal).
Finally there you go the introduction, ( I’m getting good in that shit, a paper does not scare me anymore =] ). So if you read untill here (other than me obvious), come one, you are insane or you love me (highly comes with the fact that I’m famous right now, thank you my fans. if not… hey, call me ;]).
The real question is this: Should I become a bitter sucessful man or a possible happy, ordinary person?
I believe that there is destiny but you choose it, let me explain, if you definitely focus your thoughts in a future it will happen but with sacrifices, everything comes with sacrifices, example: I really want to become a rock star I’m really focused in that and I know that for that to happen I shall have sacrifices that equals the benefits, so my instincts are pretty sure that for that to happen I shall never have a soul mate, nobody would be as loyal as I can be to them, nobody that would do what I could do for them. and if I try to get both, things would go extremely wrong, life needs balance, my advice for me and for who else is reading this is: focus your thoughts in something, never be undecided and do not fear the path you choosed, sacrifices will happen for sure, and very hard ones if your last achievment is big, like mine. remember, it is better to go through a path fast, and, if you regret that, may have time to change, than be undecided for a long time and in the end only be able to chose one path.
